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not backpedal, but maybe backthink

eventually i must learn that not everything i write needs to be shared.

but sharing it gives confidence to my somewhat indecisive words.

not that not sharing it would mean i didnt believe, because i do.

live in the moment. live for the future. always know that youre going somewhere, try not to worry if you arent quite sure how to get there. realize that dwelling on the past can hold you back but learning from the past will propel you forward. this isnt suppose to be some happy feel good speech, its just stuff. its the past im trying to learn from and jump off of.

i was who i was in those moments and that past is forever a part of the who i am right now. the problem becomes defining which moment created the next. which one determined the next. are their gaps? inconsistencies? are some things capable of avoiding the effects of others? does that even make sense? it seems impossible, and maybe somewhat delusional, to separate. divide. and confine. i struggle less to believe that chaos theory rules, and no part of ourselves and our thoughts goes untouched by any other.


About mudly

Mud is main blog writer extraordinaire, picture guru, and the garden and adventure instigator. She loves to cook, but doesn’t much like following a recipe. She also loves typewriters, the color turquoise, and wearing tie dye with stripes. And she dorks out on while dreaming up and planning her next garden.

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This entry was posted on September 29, 2008 by in Circles and Spirals.

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