The Hawk-Mo Hotwire

Micro Entrepreneurism, Simple Living & Art

big ideas, big whys

big goals, big plans… which gets me big hows, and then little hows.

i have the big ideas and the big whys, but they are big, massive, enormous, and they are abstract. and them being there is good. its a step in the right direction. it motivates me and gives me purpose and reason. but the abstractness makes me inefficient. if my why is loose and flexible, my actions are then loose and flexible. i am moving forward. i am growing, and changing, and getting better, but i lack the plan for all of that that would enable me to take it all to the next level. there is nothing wrong perse with where im at, just a lot of potential sitting out there for where i want to go. and maybe part of me is scared to make it concrete. not in the daily here and now basis, but in the bigger picture. locking in the bigger picture is intimidating. and i think most intimidating because its possible. bizarre.

am i in fact afraid of success on some level?

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About mudly

Mud is main blog writer extraordinaire, picture guru, and the garden and adventure instigator. She loves to cook, but doesn’t much like following a recipe. She also loves typewriters, the color turquoise, and wearing tie dye with stripes. And she dorks out on permies.com while dreaming up and planning her next garden.

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This entry was posted on October 21, 2008 by in Changes.

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