Micro Entrepreneurism, Simple Living & Art
im all over the place. i cant quite put my finger on any one thought pattern or principle. what is me? and if someone else were to truly take some time to answer that, what would they come up with? is that important to me? there is public self and private self and while the two are inherently going to be different, should i strive to make them as similar as possible, or is it in fact necessary that they remain separate? is part of my private self, the public self and vice versa? Is it possible to have one without the other? or possible to just have one? the line is muddy already, but does it need to be gone entirely, or more clearly defined? it seems very reasonable to me that people should know me at different levels. but i think who knows what is dependent on timing and circumstance and my own choices that put me there and determined who i would be within that context that allowed that interaction on the level that it occurred.
having a concrete big why would help me be able to be heading towards that no matter what the situation and the person. i read a book where they called this living with your “one hat.” i know what i want out of life, and in everything that i do, i should make sure that my actions are helping me get there, and if not i either need to revisit the one hat, or consider changing my actions. it isnt so much about conforming, but about striving towards a higher true self. being able to act fully and with confidence in everything and everywhere.
this idea isnt so much a jumble, but i feel like im having a hard time connecting it to everything else.