The Hawk-Mo Hotwire

Micro Entrepreneurism, Simple Living & Art

cycles inside of circles

i haven’t written anything in days. its a curious feeling. a little bit like the world has passed me by. forever destined to remain only as long as i can hold onto the memories. i write to remember, but also to reflect, analyze, think through… and around… and between. and then to reread and start the process all over. every moment has a greater outcome and a greater circumstance… is it better to live “in the moment” or beyond it? if i can live in it and beyond it at the same time and not get wrapped up in the outside looking in; exist there fully as myself. learn everything i can in the moment and use that has the standard for the next experience. always improving, either building on or building up, but always building. it is the root of our existence. it will bring the driving force to you, no longer will it be something you have to search out. constant, fully engaged awareness and learning can’t help but bring growth and challenge and a drive to perpetuate the cycle.

just as the world, or my world, seems to exist entirely within ever connecting circles, it also seems as though events and actions occur in ever stronger, more determined cycles. good or bad, the cycle is indifferent, but the longer and further we let it go the harder it gets to see beyond it. we stack up our worlds to justify whats in them because it would scare the living shit out of us to have to let it all go at once. overwhelmed is paralysis and from paralysis the first step made will be an easy one, a comfortable one- NOT a challenging one. we must believe in ourselves, trust ourselves, before we can make any true attempt to change that with which we are not happy.

and suddenly cycles and circles get broken down into building blocks, squares, and lines. simplicity. the lowest common denominator. but don’t get caught up on it. just start, and then just go! (what was it? 70% confidence necessary to make the decision? B.A.M.C.I.S.)


About mudly

Mud is main blog writer extraordinaire, picture guru, and the garden and adventure instigator. She loves to cook, but doesn’t much like following a recipe. She also loves typewriters, the color turquoise, and wearing tie dye with stripes. And she dorks out on while dreaming up and planning her next garden.

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This entry was posted on December 2, 2008 by in Everything All in One Place and tagged , , , , , , , .

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